A Card reading.

I didn't read for myself . .. That's Bad luck.

How i feel?You feel there is hope, or if you don't, have faith - a tranquil period is imminent. If you have been ill, suffered bereavement or disappointment in love, take heart, good fortune is on its way. New horizons are indicated and you will feel a new zest for life. This is your wish card - if considering a new love affair, new job or career, or travel, then go for it. You may also receive a gift or gifts!


What I want? The cards suggest that what you most want at this time is success, to win and not give up the fight. You are successful and assertive in most things, or if you haven't quite got the success you want, you will get it. This is a time of movement and change - expect a journey relating to work, or if you want that car you've been looking at, go get it.



my fear? You are frightened of being on your own and loneliness, and you simply don't know quite what to do. Take time to relax and in time you will have the answers. The Hermit signals a warning not to make hasty decisions, so try not to get too stressed, and if you have been unwell this is a time for rest and recuperation.



What's going to happen next?There is a karmic power to the Justice card, reward for the good deeds you have done in the past. This is a period of good luck even if you don't know why you are being so favoured. You will approach any issues concerning relationships or business affairs with calm, balanced logic and any claim will go in your favour.



what's going against me?A run of bad luck here, perhaps already evident or certainly signs that things are not going your way. The responsibility of important decisions weigh heavy with you where there are choices to make. Trust your intuition, and even if you have to make the painful decision to give up something in order to move on, then have the courage to do it. Trust that The Wheel of Fortune constantly turns and whilst it may be against you at the moment it will in time turn and bring you good fortune




Outcome? Success, fulfillment and conclusion are near at hand - the successful outcome to a venture, satisfaction in a relationship and efforts rewarded. It is a culmination of events and indicates material wealth and greater spiritual awareness. You may choose to buy that dream house or a wonderfully fulfilling relationship is on offer, enjoy!

miss . ..you? it? them?

I just wish hermione's time turner necklace exist.

See Beyond Time...

Time flies so fast that in less than 672 hours my teenage years will be over.Time is really of the essence and  I deeply regret so many days of my life that I wake up without seeing the sunrise. I don't like to make it sound like my mom is right when she says  that " You're a sloth! That's why you only start your day when the sun is already at the middle of the sky".  Followed by another curse-sounding line," You'll never get to achieve anything  and you'll end up just like ...BLAH.. BLAH... BLAH.. ..!!! Hearing those things from her repeatedly, and  having her compare me with so many people is so frustratingly annoying. But as they say, "It only hurts when it's true.". So  I just take that from her constructively.After all it's all up to me. Hmmmpffff!!!

For sometime I just believed that's just me and what I'm doing is normal. I have to get more sleep, to function normal. But comparing days that I lack sleep from days that I over slept, it still feels the same. I feel so drained and sluggish. My solution? Sugar-rush cravings to get some energy, which actually, I guess, just lead to worsen my other problem---acne. My body just don't react well to too much starch and sugar.That's when I came to realize that it shouldn't work that way, and sleeping more than eight hours will cause my metabolism to slow down.  Maybe or in reality, I just lack the motivation and the will of the mind to wake-up that even an alarm clock won't work. I have to admit to myself that it's a sign of immaturity and trying to escape from responsibilities.

 Reflecting on how my typical days just pass I realize that there's too many idle time  during the day which means, I wasted so many time doing NOTHING.Time management is certifiably still one of my pitfalls.I know creating the 25th hour of the day is absurd but extending time sounds possible .Soon enough I hope I'd  learn to value  time. Now I'm still on the process of finding ways to prove my mom is wrong though It's really hard to re-discipline myself and train my body clock. I just keep on imposing to myself that time waits for no one, and time is money but unlike money, time is the only resource that we have which cannot be replenished once it is spent!